Push the Envelope (19 page)

ABOUT
THE AUTHOR

I absolutely adore reading - always
have and always will.  My friends growing up used to tease me when I would
trail after them, trying to read and walk at the same time.  If I have downtime,
odds are you will find me reading or writing.

I am the mother of two wonderful sons who have
inspired me to chase my dream of being an author.  I want them to learn
from me that you can live your dream as long as you are willing to work for it.

When I told my mom that my new year's
resolution was to self-publish a book in 2013, she pretty much told
me "About time!" 

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Twitter: @rochellepaige1

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Website:
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hit the
wall

Jackson

I
couldn’t believe that I had to deal with this bullshit. It was bad enough that
I had to watch Lex fall for Drake, but now I had to go talk to Sasha about the
crap she’d pulled to fuck with their relationship. I could have just kept my
mouth shut, and not said anything to Drake about Lex’s job. I could have just
enjoyed the fuck out of punching him and then waited to see if they’d stay
broken up. But no, I couldn’t stand to know that she was hurting when I could
do something to fix it.

I’d
grown up with Lex in my life, always thinking of her as my other little sister.
She and Aubrey were attached at the hip, and she spent almost as much time at
our house as she did her dad’s. Then she’d hit her teens and filled out. I
couldn’t help but notice her new tits, and she started to show up in my spank
bank. It freaked me out the first time I thought of her while jacking off in
the shower, but I figured it was normal and shrugged it off. She was dating
Brad, and there were plenty of girls in high school for me to mess around with.

The
night I caught Brad cheating on her changed everything. I held her in my arms
as she fell apart, and I realized I wanted her for my own. It was the absolute
worst fucking timing to figure out that I didn’t love her like a sister. I just
loved her.

She
needed time to get over Brad and what he did. She wasn’t ready for a boyfriend,
and I couldn’t just play with her. My mom would kill me if I didn’t treat Lex
right. I knew that when we got together that would be it. So I enjoyed the
girls in college while I waited. Tried new things and discovered I like my sex
hard and rough. I waited some more so I could get it out of my system before
going to her. I put it off so long that Drake swooped in and stole her right
out from underneath my nose.

I
knew the second I saw them together that I had waited too long. He wanted her,
and I couldn’t blame him. She was hot. Lots of guys wanted her. It was the way
she looked at him that got to me. Her eyes lit up any time he was near, and
she’d get this look on her face. Like he was the only thing she could see. I
tried to tell myself it was only a fling and that it was a good sign. She was
ready for a relationship again. I just had to wait until Drake messed up, and
then I could finally have Lex. But when it came down to it, I just couldn’t do
it. She loved him, and he made her happy. More than anything, I wanted her to
be happy.

When
Drake calmed down and listened to me, the look of horror on his face told me he
loved her, too. My worst fear was confirmed when he refused to budge from her
dorm, unwilling to go anywhere until he could find Lex. By the time Aubrey
finally answered her phone, I felt sorry for the guy. He was a total wreck
knowing how much he had hurt her. If she forgave him, he wasn’t ever going to
let her go. So I had to do it.

Now here I am, on my way to find Sasha to make sure she doesn’t
interfere in their relationship again. Talk about an awkward conversation. I
had to talk to a chick that I banged the fuck out of last year. About not
messing with the girl that I’m in love with and her boyfriend. The situation is
so fucked up that I couldn’t make this shit up if I tried.